a speck in the internet

i am vulnerable to almost everything around me...i used to hate dresses and other "girly" stuff because i got afraid of losing the tough identity that i was trying to portray on the outside...well i was not at all successful in trying to become a super hero on the outside..only partly i guess because nobody dared to protect me, and i'm glad about that..(i'm not a damsel in distress anyway)
my body is'nt that well coordinated so i refused playing ball games (except basketball) instead i went for taekwondo..well i am temporarily on leave on this martial arts discipline but i'm gonna come back at the right time...( i guess sir alex got tired of me..sorry sir..) it became my form of hiding my vulnerabilities back then but it was'nt able to take away all the weaknesses each time i'll be on the mats and fight...(what i got is bruises, the physical ones rather)...
i am currently in love and will always be in love with Jesus christ, he's the only who could take care of all my weaknesses, in him it's okay if i am vulnerable because he shall be my strength..
i am made up of crappy materials (impatience, moody temper, insecurities...) and i know it is only me who could fix all the mess that i have...and i will do it until that day when i am already the person i really want to be.

A Post for my 20th year

I don’t blog much, well at least not in a networking site like facebook where I have much too many personal contacts in contrast with live journal where I prefer to be anonymous; yet I am posting this one. I felt the urge of making a birthday... more

Previous blog entries:
Jun 1	-	love, love, love, yada yada...
Mar 30	-	VCf people.. paano pumunta ng camp?
Mar 11	-	crash and burn